I’m so thankful for that girl that was once a part of me, and I am blessed to have known her so well. She will always be in my heart, and I will always remember what she taught me. All of the good, bad, happy, and sad will be inside of me forever. Never will I forget the times that this old self of mine shared with the new me. I still don’t know where I want to be. I don’t know how to work towards something I have yet to know about, but I know that there are open doors filled with opportunities ahead of me. My question is if I have the ability and potential to grasp these opportunities and work for where I want to be, like I once did.
I do know one thing. I know that God has a bigger plan for me than I ever have and I ever will. He can see it all at once right before His eyes of grace. It is hard to say goodbye to something that means so much to you, but God has reasons for everything he does in our lives. I will always remember. I don’t think we are meant to forget the parts of us that bring us to where we are today. Built with strength and dignity, I stand waiting for God to show me parts of His plan. I am no longer afraid of the future; however, I am still confused. All I need is the hope that God will bring me to what He put me here to do. I trust Him. He took away a part of my old self, replacing it with a stronger me. He is powerful, and he can work wonders.